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FantasistEldrun
Someday, I want to be mythical. My way. My musics. My methods. My (Little) community. My life. My decisions.
For now, all I can do is work. Again. And again. Make new musics. Learn new fxs and all the stuff. That's awesome too !!

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Posted by FantasistEldrun - December 9th, 2024


It's the first time I ever try to make phonk, and it was pretty fun to do !!


SO yeah, I made a phonk remix of the L's theme in Death Note, and I publish this to ask you all your opinion :)


Here is the link : https://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/1381981


(Am I authorized to use posts for this ? ^^')


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Posted by FantasistEldrun - December 7th, 2024


I have made a remix of Promise, from the Silent Hill OST, but before to submit it to the Audio Portal, I would like to know if the music is copyright free (I dont like to have copyright infrigements you know)


So... Can someone help me to find out if you know ? I will do my researches myself too, just to be certain


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Posted by FantasistEldrun - December 6th, 2024


Everything is fine, I found it again now :)


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Posted by FantasistEldrun - December 5th, 2024


GUYS I LOST MY FUCKING PHONE AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO FIND IT AGAIN HELPPPPPP


Ps it's 6 PM so I cant call the administration to get it back ;-;


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Posted by FantasistEldrun - December 1st, 2024



Shall I do more musics using scg528 + lmms like with this one ?


Answer in comments, I'd be glad to have your opinion ^o^


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Posted by FantasistEldrun - November 24th, 2024


Maybe could it be possible to make some "newgrounds analytics" in the same kind of style than "youtube analytics" to see how much ng's community loves us ?


Like, number of subs gained in the last hour/day/week/month, same for views , downloads, reviews and faves ...


If a developper have the bravery to take this challenge, I hope he can do it !! This would be a great improvement - At least, for me.


Anyway, I wish y'all a nice day


P.S : Anyone knowing why I got unscouted ? :(


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Posted by FantasistEldrun - November 22nd, 2024


Decided to believe in my flow. Rap incoming maybne


Posted by FantasistEldrun - November 22nd, 2024


let's get to real projects


Posted by FantasistEldrun - October 25th, 2024


Hello and welcome to my mind...


Emotions are often viewed as integral to the human experience, providing depth to our interactions and a sense of connection to ourselves and others. Yet, a deeper reflection reveals a darker, more unsettling dimension to this essential aspect of existence. The very act of feeling emotions—especially negative ones—can lead us to question the significance and value of our emotional lives.


At their core, emotions can be seen as responses to stimuli—both external and internal. They arise from a complex interplay of biological, psychological, and social factors. While emotions like joy and love are celebrated for their ability to foster connection and happiness, negative emotions—such as anger, sadness, and fear—often dominate our mental landscape. These emotions can serve as a reminder of our vulnerabilities, exposing us to the harsh realities of existence.


Negative emotions often feel overwhelming, casting a shadow over our daily lives. They can lead to suffering, despair, and isolation. In many ways, emotions become burdens that weigh us down, trapping us in cycles of rumination and self-doubt. The question arises: are these emotions truly necessary, or do they serve to complicate our existence?

Take sadness, for example. It can emerge from loss, disappointment, or unfulfilled desires, leaving us in a state of paralysis. Instead of catalyzing growth or understanding, sadness often fosters a sense of hopelessness. The melancholic state can be intoxicating, seducing us into a comfort of despair, where we might find solace in our suffering rather than seeking the light of change.


There is a pervasive belief that to feel deeply is to live authentically. However, this raises another question: does experiencing negative emotions genuinely enrich our lives, or does it instead anchor us to a narrative of pain? In our quest for authenticity, we might cling to our suffering, mistaking it for a profound connection to our humanity. This could be seen as a misguided endeavor, as we risk glorifying our pain while neglecting the potential for joy and peace.

Moreover, the societal validation of emotional expression can sometimes exacerbate our suffering. In a culture that prizes vulnerability, we may find ourselves compelled to articulate our pain, perpetuating a cycle of emotional turmoil. The act of sharing grief, while seemingly cathartic, can also reinforce a collective sense of despair, diminishing our capacity for resilience.


From an existential perspective, negative emotions force us to confront the absurdity of existence. Life is replete with suffering, and in acknowledging this reality, we might feel a profound sense of alienation. This disconnection can lead to existential angst, a recognition that our emotions—far from serving as guides to meaning—often highlight the futility of our search for purpose.

In grappling with despair, we may find that emotions do not lead us to answers, but rather plunge us deeper into existential uncertainty. The paradox lies in the recognition that our emotional experiences, which should ideally enrich our lives, can instead emphasize our isolation and despair.

In conclusion, the experience of feeling emotions is fraught with complexity and contradiction. While they can provide fleeting moments of connection and joy, negative emotions often serve as a stark reminder of our vulnerabilities and the inherent absurdity of existence. Rather than guiding us toward understanding and fulfillment, they can ensnare us in cycles of suffering and existential dread.

As we navigate this emotional landscape, it becomes crucial to question the very nature of our feelings. Are they gifts that enrich our lives, or burdens that bind us to our despair? This contemplation invites us to confront the uncomfortable reality of our emotional existence, ultimately urging us to seek a balance between embracing our feelings and recognizing their potential to overwhelm us.


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Posted by FantasistEldrun - October 12th, 2024


Loving hate for giving freedom to slavery and being stupidly smart by doing nothing important to save the world